busyDreams have offered you some amazing insight on the questions you've been struggling over, but whether or not you utilize that insight is up to you. You're feeling a little bit paralyzed and not ready to move ahead, especially armed with nothing more than information created by your subconscious mind during the middle of the night. That's okay, though -- do not move forward with anything unless you are completely convinced it's the right thing to do. It's okay to ignore your dreams.
Last night I dreamt I was attending a seminar on Super Mario Brothers held by Senator Lindsey Graham at the Overlook hotel from The Shining. That's all I can remember, except I think there was also a furry convention in another part of the hotel, and I don't mean these guys;
Maybe it was a modern update. Anyway, I'm not sure how I would act on this dream. Suggestions are welcome.
I think I may have used too much sherry in my latest batch of French onion soup. I seem always to feel a bit dizzy after eating it. I think I'll go back to making borscht.